Nine Feet Underground

I'm still not getting my life very well organised, or rather I'm not changing it in ways that I wish to.  Some of the changes are going to take time, and my natural impatience (which doesn't seem to dim as the years accrue) requires me to try and keep those changes out of my mind with as many other distractions as I can find.   I am incredibly good at getting the boring things done, or rather the really essential boring things - my motivation for some of the things that need doing but don't have to be done hovers around zero to less than zero - but it's not really advancing things in my life much.  I have started some new things, but seemingly little else changes despite my efforts. More effort and change required. Spent a little time watching planes on 'radar' in the circuit at White Waltham, watching their height and speed and thinking about what throttle setting would be required for the speed. Getting mentally prepared for my next lesson. After an early ...